From: Some Fragments
only, there, where it seemed so simple to think myself into some other one—a bearded young man seated at a table, and nursing between his hands—why were his hands so cold?—a glass where a white, limpid, blind eye was fixing him—there where once i used to say to myself that “where once the waters of your eyes spun to my screw…” and so on, that glassy time is frozen stiff, and the room all around has cast its image in a pool of ice—a map image, rounded and deep, and inside this cylinder of ice there is only the feeling that the land i once was living in had been forgotten. I knew, once i could have moved my words into little pawns on that chequeur board—and tell myself i was getting close to changing them finally into a living queen—and now to see how they stood there, inert, cast in ice— and it is not true. for, see, as i sat there telling myself i hear “a kind of cry from a very arctic winter” and that “there are glimpses of shadows who seem to signal something inaudible and important,” there come her words, saying she thinks those pawns could rise out of the stone— like in a piano piece when the player’s fingers hold still for a moment—and in that split second, before she resumes her playing, the world is still whole, only so, cast in ice, stopped in stone—and the words to tell it to resume breathing cannot break out of this stony charm—
— translated from the Romanian by the author