The First Rabbit
When Lou’s hand broke the rabbit’s neck, we studied our hands for lack of calluses. Mike swung a buck by the legs, said good-bye before he raised his mallet. His first swing failed, the next one dazed. I cleavered head from torso, watched the muscles contort, the blood flow. I peeled the coat, lopped the feet, gutted and rinsed the meat. Later, we soaped away the sweet reek of recent death—deposits of flesh and fat, our profit of memory and sorrow—our habit since that first rabbit.